by Maria Sirois
On November 13, 2015, my daughter and her boyfriend were having dinner in a café in Paris, while terrorists attacked the city. She escaped danger that night; Nohemi Gonzalez, a senior at California State University Long Beach, did not.
A few weeks ago, my daughter drove to Boston with three friends to support the Gay Pride Parade, and returned home Sunday afternoon, again safe, and again saddened and scared and angered because 49 others in Orlando did not.
If she keeps loving life, loving her friends, advocating for tolerance and peace and compassion, this will keep happening for her. If we care for others, if we care for anything beyond ourselves, we are none of us spared violence, loss, fear, and hate. Bad things happen, and horrible, awful things happen, too.
So what can we do to heal our fear and worry when acts of terror are apparently possible anywhere?
As a teacher of both resilience and positive psychology, I often hear this question, and I offer these four elements on the path toward healing:
Feel what you feel. We know that the most resilient of us begin healing by first allowing ourselves to feel what we feel— neither hide sadness and despair, nor deny the depths of pain. Emotions, when set free within us, have a natural rhythm to them, an ebbing and flowing, that not only signals to us what we are uniquely experiencing, but also connect us to the state of being human. As we allow ourselves to feel all that we feel, even complicated and confusing feelings, we create space within to begin to know what we must do to heal. Do we need to reach out to others? Take action? Pray? Or are we better served by resting? Wisdom emerges, though only after we have allowed ourselves to be human first, and invite our emotions to naturally rise and then shift.
Connect. Positive psychology research reveals that connection is a preeminent source of healing. When we reach out to others, we experience a sense of community; we feel less alone and more optimistic, generally less anxious, and often more peaceful. In times of darkness, connection provides a sense of safety, and even an increase in bravery. As I witness others posting on social media about their care for those who have lost loved ones through acts of violence, I find the courage to post myself. Our vulnerability decreases in the presence of connection, which leads to an increased capacity to stand up for what we believe in and to call out injustice.
Here, too, in the territory of connection, deeper healings occur. The hearts of those who have lost their sons, daughters, friends, lovers, and parents will never be fully rendered whole—but connection to others who care will soften the edges of that shattering over time and, perhaps, one day, illuminate a remembrance of peace.
Practice mindfulness. So much is written about mindfulness, and how it catalyzes awareness, presence, and serenity. It can decrease anxiety and ease fear. For those of us who study humanity at its best, we understand as well that mindfulness brings about something else: the capacity to pause before choosing the next action or voicing the next statement. In states of anxiety or fear, we are prone to make choices that serve to keep us safe, or that strike out against that which we fear. Yet other choices exist, ones that bring about understanding, clarity, and wisdom. When the world is falling apart around us we need to be clear in our thoughts and deeds, so that we don’t cause harm to ourselves, inflame the wounds of others, or act carelessly.
Hold on to hope. Not a Pollyanna-ish hope that all is well—that would be delusional in the face of such violence—or that all will be perfect one day. No, I am speaking of a hope grounded in reality. People are cruel. Life is tragic. And yet, we are also capable of astonishing kindness. Tal Ben-Shahar teaches us to move toward a grounded optimism, a hopefulness based on facing reality as it is, inclusive of both the difficult and the good, the excruciating and the uplifting. Howard Zinn, history professor and playwright, offers a similar sentiment: “To be hopeful in bad times is not just foolishly romantic. It is based on the fact that human history is a history not only of cruelty, but also of compassion, sacrifice, courage, kindness. What we choose to emphasize in this complex history will determine our lives. If we see only the worst, it destroys our capacity to do something. If we remember those times and places—and there are so many—where people have behaved magnificently, this gives us the energy to act, and at least the possibility of sending this spinning top of the world in a different direction.”
I wish for my daughter a world that is safe and kind. I cannot promise her that. She will need to discover how to discern what most helps her recover from acts of hate or moments of loss, so that she can continue to experience the beauty of living, and can find within herself the capacity to offer her own good, her own gifts and passions. I wish the same for all of us.
This post was originally published by Kripalu Center for Yoga & Health and is copyrighted by Kripalu.
Dr. Maria Sirois, PsyD, is the Vice President of Curriculum at Wholebeing Institute and an inspirational speaker, seminar leader, and author who has worked at the intersections of wellness, psychology, and spirituality for nearly 20 years. As a wellness guide, Maria has been invited to keynote throughout the country at conferences for wellness centers, hospitals, hospices, and philanthropy, business, academic, and corporate institutions, as well as for the general public. She has been called a “true teacher” and “an orator of great power and beauty.” She is the author of “A Short Course in Happiness After Loss (And Other Dark, Difficult Times)” and “Every Day Counts: Lessons in Love, Faith, and Resilience from Children Facing Illness”.